Donde Voy

All alone, I have started my journey
To the darkness of darkness I go
With a reason,I stopped for a moment
In this world full of pleasure so frail

Town after town on I travel
Pass through faces I know and know not
Like a bird in flight,sometimes I topple
Time and time again,just farewells

Donde voy, donde voy?
Day by day, my story unfolds
Solo estoy, solo estoy
All alone, as the day I was born

Till your eyes rest in mine,I shall wander
No more darkness I know and know not
For your sweetness, I traded my freedom
Not knowing, a farewell awaits

You know hearts can be repeatedly broken
Making roads , for the harrows to came
Along, with my sorrows I buried
My tears,my smiles, your name

Donde voy, donde voy?
Songs of lovetales, I sing of no more
Solo estoy, solo estoy
Once again with my shadows I roam

I Don't think this is suppose to be this hard... I'm a very confused soul right now. I still have so many un-answerd questions. SO many that i believe will never at this point, find an answer to. I have always lived in my past, never to look forward to the future. A future that was destroyed the day You, walked out of my life. The dreams that all shattered to pieces the day you stopped caring. Who was i to know, The day you leave. That everything else would go along with you. And even as of this moment. Iam still struggling so hard to find my way in life. I feel so lost in a dark forest, full of monsters. I still keep thinking someday... someday... you'll come back and rescue me. Even though, I know that day would never come. And even if it did, I could never return us back to the day we first met. That one moment Magic truely happend for the first time. You were my Dream Prince come true, no one can never replace. I know the sands of time has ran out. It is time now... to erase every trace of you...

every step and hope... everything.. Gone..

I can't believe that even the lost of you hurts me. Even now that i'm able to let you go...

My heart is in so much pain. It's breaking into so many pieces on the inside. i know i

shouldn't be thinking this way now. But... sumtyms i wonder alot.. what could it have been like if you truely did love me back. Would we have a family by now? Maybe i'd have a little boy with your eyes and smile. Perhaps would i have been able to walk down the path of life, with you by my side. Hand in hand. Wouldn't life be so beautiful that way? *sighs* Though I know, none of that will ever come true. Please don't hate me for dreaming about what could never be. Please give me the wonderful dreams to live on, to breath on, to Try...

I have just finally learned to stop my tears from falling, when i look at you in our picture perfect frame... Somedays & Nights... are so long, Longer then the Usual.