So Lately Iam in the biggest dilemma of my Entire life. I don't think any
Choice of mine will be as serious as this one. Up to this point, I've never been So
Serious before. Iam Scared and Iam Nervous, totally nerve Wrecked.
My heart is pounding out of my Chest and my thoughts are Mixed up.
I have never had to Face the biggest dilemma of my life.
Too make the hardest decision that will probably change, my life forever.
Who iam now, and who i will be in ten years all depends on what my choice is.
I'm confused, but at the same time Clear headed [ does that make sense ] ??
I have no clue... lol. Maybe because what I want isn't exactly what i need.
I really just wanna be a Rock Star HAHA. But i guess i have no choice.
Doesn't look like i'm gonna be the next Britney spears, anytime soon lmao.
I better start getting my life together, and get serious because time isn't waiting.
Everyday i'm getting older, everday i'm loseing a friend to time.
Soon i'll probably be all alone with no one here but me and my darkness.
If there's a Turning point to my Life or story. haha. Perhaps this is it for me.
The point in which everything is going to come together.
I know what my options are, i've chosen my choice. Now i just
have to act upon it now. Click the " Go " button. But, i know...
Once i push that button, i could never come back to this point of my life agian.
" Lord, please help me to be strong - Please help guide me thru this life.
Be the light that will lead me towards the end. With wings of love and
the Voice of faith. Help me stand up tall in everything that i do "
* SIGHS *
I guess... it's time to stop wishing for past love, future broken promises,
and Left behind Memories =( that will forever be frozen in time.
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