Just A Dream

Somedays are just harder to get through then others.

And in moments like this, is when its the Hardest.

These are times when i Miss you the most, and i wish

that you were still here. This is when I need you most.

Life was never suppose to be this hard?

Why did it all ended up this way, why did it all have to hurt so much,

when it was suppose to bring me happiness. And all I want to know is..

What did i do to deserve this kind of pain?

Did i really hurt somebody that much, to have to go thru this much hurt.

And if i did, then Iam sorrier then i have ever been in my entire life.

My heart hurts so much, I cannot breath right now.

I cannot do this without you. I was suppose to be stronger then this.

I told myself I was goin to get better, and everything will be okay.

But.. it has never been okay since the day we said goodbye.

Ive only sealed it all ino the back of my mind, and when days like this

are the hardest. You will always come to my mind and heart.

Somedays turned into goodbyes, and farewell turned into dust.

There is nothing left but Me. Why is God so hard on me?

Why do I have to go through so much pain... did i really deserve this.

I don't know... All I know is right now...

MY Heart is in So Much Pain. Its hard to breath.