My Family

[Moved from Myspace Blog]
Written; June 23, 2010 - Wednesday

M y ~ F a m i l y   

My Family = ( *sighs* what can i say? cause there's just So much to say.

I recently just got back from my quickie trip to Ohio.
Went back to see The other Part of my family, and it brought back
many many memories. I guess i love Taking Trips not for the Fact,
of Getting away. But For Me, " I learn something New about Life "
Each time i take a trip anywhere. The reason for this trip, was a
celebration of Fathers Day. And I'm really glad that i went.

My Life as a child growing up, wasn't the happiest of
all times for Me. There are somethings, I'd rather leave behind.
I guess This side of my story if your not Family, You'll never get to know.
But, if you are family. Then you know where I'm coming from.
No matter what... The most thankful Thing i have in my life
no matter good or bad. Is my FAMILY. The ones who doesn't,
deny me of LOVE no matter who iam. Or what Iam. Unlike random people
who doesn't know the Truth about me, who assumes things.

I Thank GOD everyday for giving me Such a Family That doesn't
Throw me Away for being myself, and Supporting my Dreams even
if sometimes, they don't go anywhere. The Pat and push on my Back, even when
they know the storms coming. And for all tHis. I dn't know how i will
ever be able to repay everyone for there Kindness & Love.
 I hope one day i will be able to do so, and not dissappoint my Family.
Because Through it all, No one out there welcomes me into there
ArMs such as these Special people. And I have too say, There's no
one else out there I'd run into there arms too, more then these people.
There's Very little people That i TRUST, for i've lost that countless
times thru out my life. And with each broken heaRt.
I no longer wish to reach out to anyOne for help. But, somehow...
Some way... In there special Ways. They always seem To make me Believe.
There's HOPE beyond the Rainy Stormy skys. Theres a Rainbow waiting 4 me =(

" FAMiLY if you Guys see This someday, anyday....
Even when i'm still here, or no Longer Here...
I want you all TO know. "

YOU GUYS Count as Each BEAT of my HEART 
So dn't you Guys leave me BeHind... lol. Cause then my Heart
will stop beating and i would just die without you all.
I MISS YOU all so much and I wish the distance between all
of us was much closer. SO i could spend each day with you.
But even if i can't, May the lord bless each of you with Happy days and a wonderful Life. Untill we all meet Agian. I LOVE YOU ALL.

Sincerly; Tengie