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Written; March 2, 2010 - Tuesday
Written; March 2, 2010 - Tuesday
Today is March the 2nd, 2010 [ wow! yeah i can't believe
I even made it this far ] Knowing how cruel and Un-fair Life is =(
I even made it this far ] Knowing how cruel and Un-fair Life is =(
Hrm...so have you ever felt like something is so Right, but It's really Wrong?
And the Hardest part is YOU admitting that it is the Truth.
When knowing your only human, so You wanna do the wrong thing.
ANd yes! you still Do have all the desires of a Sinful human being.
^Truth be Told^
well, For the 1st time in my LIFE. Iam actually being truthfully Honest
to Myself and to a Significant other. Can't say who? cause i dn't
need any stalker O_o LOL. But yeah... i'll call him " my partner "
The Truth HURTS and that is why? so many of us are in-denial.
That is also why we Tell Lies, to make ourselves feel better.
We even Make up this " fairy-tale " life for us, so it Hurts Less.
But guess what people? At the end of the day when your sitting all alone
with no one around. YOUR the one whose crying your tears. Your the
one whose left to deal with Your fears and Your Truth. Always Fighting*
For the 1st Time, I'm being honest. Though i know i've
Hurt my partner so much. All those pain i caused. But, at the end of
the day.It's ME i have to deal with. Not Him.It's Me who i have too look
in the mirror at, and me who I have to Understand.
Am I really here cause I'm happy, or am I here to make you Happy?
Am I Here because I want to be, or cause you asked me too?
These are all the questions that runs my mind, and there's no need to
waste neither one of our time. It's just Confusing both of Us.
I know even when i'm telling the truth, sometimes it feels
like I'm lieing. Vice versa it really does work. Maybe thats why
we Lie all the time cause eventually, it works the other way around too.
Honesty and Truth Does Hurt. Because Quote " You can't handle the Truth " lol.
I realized before in the past i could never handle the truth that other
people has said to me either. And that's b/c i was in-experienced and I
haven't been through as much as i have Now. Sometimes...
Stupidity is Bliss.Because not understanding it, means Not accepting,
and without acceptance, you dn't have too deal with it.
Well... It's a whole different story now that I'm grown up.
Conscious does Get too you more & when your Older you'll see
that by simply ignoring something, definitly doesn't make it go away.
}when You get to my age / you'll understand too{
You have to Learn to accept 1st, and then deal with it for everything to work right.
For example everything goes in a cycle:
1. Cycle of Life
2. Cycle of Mother Earth
3. Cycle of Weather & Seasons
4. Cycle of the solar system
So On and so Forth..... Could take days to Name them all XD haha.
But anyways, The truth is pretty much like a Cycle.
Gotta take step 1 before taking step 2 and no, you cn't
short cut or skip a step cause it just doesn't work that way.
{ Despite the strange weather & Climate Changes lately O_o haha }
But, you just gotta admit it or it will forever be locked away
and it will forever eat you up from the Inside. No One, but yourself.
So, in-conclusion... Of course I took the steps to do so for myself.
I know iam such a selfish person to think only of Me.
But Trust Me, when i say " I have given enough, to have every right to be selfish "
From this point on, I'll be honest and Truthful even if it hurts....
You, him, her, them, us, or Me.
" YOU either STAND for something, or you FALL for Everything "
When knowing your only human, so You wanna do the wrong thing.
ANd yes! you still Do have all the desires of a Sinful human being.
^Truth be Told^
well, For the 1st time in my LIFE. Iam actually being truthfully Honest
to Myself and to a Significant other. Can't say who? cause i dn't
need any stalker O_o LOL. But yeah... i'll call him " my partner "
The Truth HURTS and that is why? so many of us are in-denial.
That is also why we Tell Lies, to make ourselves feel better.
We even Make up this " fairy-tale " life for us, so it Hurts Less.
But guess what people? At the end of the day when your sitting all alone
with no one around. YOUR the one whose crying your tears. Your the
one whose left to deal with Your fears and Your Truth. Always Fighting*
For the 1st Time, I'm being honest. Though i know i've
Hurt my partner so much. All those pain i caused. But, at the end of
the day.It's ME i have to deal with. Not Him.It's Me who i have too look
in the mirror at, and me who I have to Understand.
Am I really here cause I'm happy, or am I here to make you Happy?
Am I Here because I want to be, or cause you asked me too?
These are all the questions that runs my mind, and there's no need to
waste neither one of our time. It's just Confusing both of Us.
I know even when i'm telling the truth, sometimes it feels
like I'm lieing. Vice versa it really does work. Maybe thats why
we Lie all the time cause eventually, it works the other way around too.
Honesty and Truth Does Hurt. Because Quote " You can't handle the Truth " lol.
I realized before in the past i could never handle the truth that other
people has said to me either. And that's b/c i was in-experienced and I
haven't been through as much as i have Now. Sometimes...
Stupidity is Bliss.Because not understanding it, means Not accepting,
and without acceptance, you dn't have too deal with it.
Well... It's a whole different story now that I'm grown up.
Conscious does Get too you more & when your Older you'll see
that by simply ignoring something, definitly doesn't make it go away.
}when You get to my age / you'll understand too{
You have to Learn to accept 1st, and then deal with it for everything to work right.
For example everything goes in a cycle:
1. Cycle of Life
2. Cycle of Mother Earth
3. Cycle of Weather & Seasons
4. Cycle of the solar system
So On and so Forth..... Could take days to Name them all XD haha.
But anyways, The truth is pretty much like a Cycle.
Gotta take step 1 before taking step 2 and no, you cn't
short cut or skip a step cause it just doesn't work that way.
{ Despite the strange weather & Climate Changes lately O_o haha }
But, you just gotta admit it or it will forever be locked away
and it will forever eat you up from the Inside. No One, but yourself.
So, in-conclusion... Of course I took the steps to do so for myself.
I know iam such a selfish person to think only of Me.
But Trust Me, when i say " I have given enough, to have every right to be selfish "
From this point on, I'll be honest and Truthful even if it hurts....
You, him, her, them, us, or Me.
" YOU either STAND for something, or you FALL for Everything "
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