Special Dedications

[Moved from Myspace Blog]

Written; January 29, 2010 - Friday

M T C 's " Special " DEDICATIONS :
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2 ALENA ; Alena... *sighs* I don't know even know where to start. Because

You Mean the whole Universe to Me. Your the reason why Iam Still Here.

My Inspiration and my Dream Come true. lol. I know i sound like, a dude

saying that. haha. But your like my prince charming. You saved me, so

many times and agian. I don't know how i would ever be able to repay you.

Even if I had a next life, I'd still not be able to give you back even half.

Your the half of my heartBeat that keeps me sane, when the world is crazy.

Thank you for being there when i was psycho and even when i'm a broke Bum. lol.

Never Once have you ever said "No" to me. I know We've been through

so much together and No One will ever be able to break that Bond.

Even Years after when were Old and Grumpy. We'll still be shopaholics, with

our stilettos and big purses swaying in the sunlight.lol. I Love you So Much.

P.S. When i grow up, I want to be Jux like YOU hehe. ^o^

2 Mai yaj ; Hellow Tus Hlub mai =) lol. You know I've never express

my feelings for you. So this might sound wierd but just listen anyways :p

hahaha. Iam so Happy that i was able to meet a Friend like you.

My sister in singing and my Sister at heart. Thank you for, all the

fun times you gave to me. For always being sucha happy person in every situation.

You may not realize it, but your sucha a Strong person. And i believe

that you will make it far in anything, you choose to Do in life. i luv You.

2 Martha Vang ; Sweetie, Even though were so far away right now.

I jus want you to know that, we'll always be close at heart.

Did you have any Idea how much i missed you, when i first moved to NC?

lol. I was going crazy without you. I rememberd Crying for days haha.

I still cn't believe that your all grown up now. And have grown into

sucha beautiful lady. Thank you for riding on the white horse with me

for so long. hehe. Even though you've found tat special person now.

Your always and forever will be apart of Teng. She loves you whole heartedly.

2 XaiLicious ; OMG Budddy !! haha. ah-Xai you are the best.

I still remember how we met on atown and everything lol.

Although i've never had the chance to meet you in real life. It's still wonderful

to be able to know sucha sweet and humorous person like you.

Everytime we talk, you always put a smile on my face. Thank you BFF.

2 Jak Jak ; DORK :p lol. Yes! How could i forget my favorite Bestes

Rapper in the freakn world. Even though you and i have never had the

opportunity to spend tym in real life. Jak jak you've touched my life in so many ways.

As a FAN, i appreciate the music and lyrics [thoughts] you put forth.

Whether it's to spread a message or just to be saying it. Everytime i Listen
to a song, I feel the pain and emotions put into it. I know you've been thru

so much in your life, thru personal and Music wise. But Don't you ever Give Up

something that puts a Smile on your face & Ours [ur fans].

Remember to always be YOU & as a Friend, Don't be so Heart-broken.lol.

I'm sure the Lord will give you a special someone and has

Much greater plans for You in the Future. Cheer UP jakjak =)

2 Mister Sailor Boi ; You are so Gaay haha, but your really one of kind

and Wierd lmao. I believe you've suceeded successfully in being different
from everyone else :p I know i'm sucha Meanass B*eep to you

sometimes and It's ridiculuss I know. Sumtyms there's not even a reason.

I just do it to satisfy the evil teng in me. lol. But yet, your so patient and is still

there for me. This is my thank you for not being the same like every1 else.

For Always having sumthing to say, having sucha strong heart & will. I know your

so faraway right now but you gotta keep level headed. Cause you need

to return home, back to all of us One Day. Stay Strong and try not to hurt urself.lol.

2 My Best-Frend ; I should have listend to you...

& tats all i could even say rite now. My hurt is over-pained to the fact,

i cannot even re-act anymore. You & Me, we were Star-Crossed Lovers.

We can never be together, No matter how hard we Try.

Should i cry, Should i apologize, Should i Try, Should i Jux Simply Dissapear?

I don't know... But I know, I will carry this upon my bak till the end of my last breath.

If Only... i had known Then, what i knew Now.

" When it's all O v e r, I'll Never L o v e another "